HA! I can finally get back on the internet.  HA!  malicious laugh.!!! So...got a haircut. Its pretty short.  Been dating the same guy for...wait for it...3 months!!!EH? eh? pretty awesome if i do say so myself.  got two cats.  both of which love to bite the crap out of my hands.  got an urg.  saw genero. linsey, nissa, and several other crew people the other day. didnt even get a friemdly hello, but hey! im not in the crew cult anymore so i guess the rejection comes with the territory right? GO SEE UNDERWORLD EVO! ITS FING AWESOME!!!---advertisement

rock on underpaid underclass outcasts of tallahassee,  your time is now!!!

peace

i like you...you're great.  you make me want to laugh. you make me wanna smile.  Almost love you, but like you.  You're good, you're really good. I l-l-l-l-like you.

im in a wreck, but my happiness is growing, just like you once said it would.  You were always there for me, but i never returned the favor, and now that your leaving theres not much left to say. except that this red room is getting whiter and i am so afraid.  Its where you taught me the light of darkness.  Its where you took me to make me made.  and you never let go of me even when i pushed you away.  and you never let me fall down, you never let me turn away.

i walk on these deserted roads, and i keep the memories in my eyes.  the trees the dirt the very air, is deepset in my skin.  I will miss you, no i wish i was with you.  and the moon shines bright to comfort me, and maybe lead me, all the way

back to you

o erin you inspire me to write a book called "kendra's life lessons" alas, its probably the shortest book ever written.  LOL.  I will miss you too. I went to the doctor and guess what he told me...he said,"girl, youve been having way to much fun"  and i told him "sure, if getting raped up the ass by a crew boat is what you old fools call young fun"  But yeah, Im getting a job.  Its gonna be good. 

"We fade like a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away."

"Why cant you just be happy?"